It's just another day... the oral quiz in Cantonese didn't exactly happen today... My prof is so slow. He wants to basically interview each one of us individually for the quiz. I got my quiz in Mandarin back. It was extremely low, but the entire class did really poorly on it, because our pinyin is bad.
I haven't decided where I want to go yet for my weekend retreat. On one hand, I don't think I want to go somewhere else and be alone rather than staying at home and being alone. I know I'm totally looking at it at the wrong way though... All this time I've been laid off, and I've always been constantly busy with one thing or another, and I've never really given myself a moment to recollect all my thoughts, and really make some decisions in my life. Since the layoff, I've simply just been reacting to everything that's been going on around me, and not really taking the time to 'chart my course'.
Right now, I think I lack a sense of purpose. I feel like a piece of wood drifting along a slow stream. It's weird too, because there's so many things I want to do, and yet I never quite have the time to do them all.
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