I am still sick, and

I am still sick, and I am still stressed out about my classes. I guess there's a lot of uncertainty in my life again, and that worries me. It's really more a question of "where am I headed and how am I getting there?"

It's also a question about my passions. Before, I was really passionate about games and my work, but as I get older, I feel this passion fading and replaced with a need to do something that will make a more positive impact on society. I also feel like time is running out for me to actually do things -- I feel like I'm not doing enough, and yet I find myself constantly overwhelmed. I'm sure some of the problem lies in my management of time, and the inconvenience of everything in downtown San Jose.

I guess I really miss the days in Foster City where I could be home from work in 10 minutes, take a jog along the coast, walk across the street to the grocery store and cook dinner. I don't really get to do that living in San Jose.

I'm also wondering how I am going to survive the month of January, since classes won't begin until the 29th. I suppose that I shall spend a good amount of time reading and writing.