I just can't seem to concentrate today.
My sister asked me whether or not I was going to take classes next semester or if I was just going to study independently. The thought hadn't really crossed my mind. I like the idea of a less formal class/study though... I forgot how much I really hated exams -- they're an essential tool for testing your knowledge of the material, I just really dislike the pressure involved in studying.
I wonder if I just went through too many changes too quickly in my life... getting laid off, moving, going back to school, starting a new job... I guess even though I've been here 3 months now, it still doesn't feel like home to me. Home is where the heart is, they say, and my heart doesn't live here in San Jose. It's still too new to feel comfortable.
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