Because I only got 3 hours of sleep last night, I am taking a sick day today. I feel pretty sick and I've had a lot on my mind.
It's a chaotic and confusing soup of thoughts, mainly revolving around a relationship that has been going on for the last year or so. We have a lot of fears about each other, and we end up hurting each other. I don't know of any other way of breaking this cycle other than talking about our own fears, concerns and needs and being aware of the other person's fears, concerns and needs to stop hurting each other.
Sleep beckons...
Is that breaking the cycle or merely perpetuating it while trying to justify it to yourself?